Memories consume

Like opening a wound

I'm piking me apart again

You all assume I'm safe here in my room

unless I try again

I dont want to be the one

The battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize

that I'm the one confuse

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I have to intigate

and say what I don't mean

I don't know its not alright

So I'm breakong the habit

Tonight

Cluching my wound

I tightly lock the doors

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more

Than anytime before

I have no options left again

I'll paint the walls

'Cause I'm the one at fault

I'll never fight again

And this is now the end

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

But now I have some clarity

To show you what I mean

I dont know how I get this way

I'll never be alright

So I'm Breaking the habit....

Breaking the ahbit

TONIGHT!