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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
A Past File of Mine

A Post File Of Mine Feb. 13, 2005 Tommorow will gonne be Valentines Day but its not really exiting at all. I know Im a nonesense person thats why Im acting like this, see noe Im talking to myself. Since I was alittle child i used to do this things. I dont know what unfortunete thing s will happen tommorow for me. the moon's starting to show. I can feel its energy, when iI look at it, it makes me feel happy....Well let's change topic. I have these friend, but not that close, lats name him...Balderdash...Well lets have a flashback, I saw him second day of my first term, I found him nice with his eye glasses and loose pants. One of my friends have a crush on him. one day he know what my friend feel. After that he drew attention to her. Well the unluky me just keep that feeling inside the stomach...Everyday whan Balderdash meet me he always greet me Hi or Hello even in the CR and I always answer him hello and Hi...Forget about it who care about my feelings right???Its just only a NIGHTMARE. im just a little girl dreaming to be what she ever wants to be and nobody can stop it even a Hungarian horntail, even the merpeople, even the big Whooping Willow, and even the meanest pixie on the planet......


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Thursday, July 21, 2005
Serenity' s Love

"Serenity' s Love"


Autumn Days


Golden leaves falling
During autumn days
Let the cold breeze touch
Your dark night hair.
With the clear blue sky
And the warm sun,
I can feel the warmth in my heart.
My soul set free, glittering in the wind
Greeting the wonderful Autumn Days
With happy songs in the wind

Posted at 05:43 pm by orange_girl
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
How little in me is not touched by you!


How little in me is not touched by you! A friendship is a light that fills the heart, Painting with its gold each darkened hue, Providing warmth to each sequestered part. You are the mirror of my better self, Verifier of the best in me, A bridge across the unsuspected gulf Lodged between what can and ought to be. Expectations can be wings, not bars, Necessary to sustain our flight. The faith of friends in us is wholly ours, Incoming to uplift us to its height. No soul can see itself, but must depend, Each on each, upon a trusted friend.
For most of us life passes like a dream, Revealing only what is on our minds. Inside the prison of the self we see Each object as a shadow on our wall. Nothingness awaits, as sure as night. Did I not have you, dear friend, I might, Shadow on a shade, not be at all. How much we need a word beyond our sea: In love and laughter, thoughts of different kinds, Perhaps, with luck, unraveling a seam.

I do not see you often with my eyes, But often you are with me in my heart. We rarely speak, but there are deeper ties That keep us close while we must be apart. Friendships don't depend on sights and sounds, But on the mysteries of need and grace. You're with me always, unrestrained by bounds, In some sweet field more permanent than place. And so your marriage is a widespread glory, Shining on a world of more than two. All the characters in your life story Share the happiness that's come to you. No love but must with all love intertwine: The joy between you two is also mine.
My tears are not of loss But of time too quickly gone. I miss our days together Even while they're going on. I savor odd, sweet moments When you laugh or when you smile, Nostalgic for your presence Though you're with me all the while. Strange how fantasy Can wander in and out at will, Looking back from somewhere That is just beyond a hill. And so when once you leave You will not leave me alone, For I will have you with me Long, long after you are home.

Just as a wave is lifted by the shore, Then breaks across the slowly rising sand, So as I watch you weep my feelings pour Across the wash of what I understand. I wish I could just take you in my arms And all your pain could melt into my chest, And all the violence of passing storms Could pass through me and finally come to rest. No words can set things right or presence lend A miracle to light your darkened way, But there is solace in a loving friend And comfort in what I don't have to say. Whatever circumstance you cannot bear, Just turn to me, and you will find me there.

Posted at 09:53 pm by orange_girl
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
My Friendship




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Friday, June 24, 2005
Too much to ask

   
      If I will choose a song that could reflect in my feelings now maybe I would choose Avril Lavigne's "too much too ask" why?? its just that I dont understand what im feeling right now, if you will read it maybe some of you will unedrstand why.......So here's the copy of the lyrics "Too much to Ask" by Avril Lavigne....   

"Too Much To Ask"

Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didnt call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out youre all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
Youre too tough
You think you're loveless
Is that too much that I'm asking for?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

But everytime I try to make you smile
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Can't find where i am
Lying here
Alone I fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
You're too tough
You think you're loveless
It was too much that I'm asking for



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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Anime Talaga!!!!

            Anime talaga!!!!

 

Ito Ang Gusto ko!!!!

-Ang Anime-

 

 

            Ang “anime” ay isang “animation” na may naiibang tema para sa  lahat ng manonood. Bakit  ngaba naiiba….para asa akin…dahil siguro karamihan sa mga tema nito ay pakikidigma, paghihiganti, at pag- ibig, ang iba naman ay tungkol sa kapangyarihan at mahika, at syempre hindi mawawala ang nakakatawa na napapasakit ng tyan ng mga mamnonood. Hindi lang naman mga magigiting na mandirigma at mga “superhero” ang  inilalahad sa mga palabas na ito pero pati narin ang mga ordinaryong tao , kabataan at mga estudyante na espesyal dahil sa kanilang naiibang katangian, kaya minsan nakaka-relate ako sa sitwasyon nila.

 

            Gusto ko talaga ang anime, nagagawa nila nag mga bagay na hindi nagagawa ng mga pangkaraniwang tao. Para sa akin kahangahanga talaga silang tignan.

 

            Ako mismo ay isang anime fan at mananatili ito hanggang wakas. Hindi natin mahuhulaan kung hanggang kailan sila mananatili dito , kung mananatili pa sila para sa susunod na panahon. Para sa ating lahat …sa pagtatapos o pagwawakas ng kanilang storya ay nagiiwan sila ng mga alaalang mananatili sa ating puso.

 

            At sa ngalan naming mga  anime fan sa buong mundo, nagpapasalamat kami sa mga nagbuo ng “anime” dahil sa kanila naging makulay ang buhay  ng bawat isa sa amin………..


Posted at 06:50 pm by orange_girl
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Thursday, March 10, 2005
DREAM

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I got a story in here..about a girl who stays in her dream where she is searching for hope and chances in her life . I'll do it in a form of a poem:

DREAMS
From the deepest shadow of my dream I lie,
the song of the wind summoned my soul,...
That song makes me feel no one...
That song I ever heared befor....


Lonelliness makes my tears flow down like a heavy pouring rain
Like the night nothing but darkness..
Like me nothing but a chained heart...

My heart gazed at the moon.
Searching for hope...
But then I see,Im just a crystal that lies in the...
Sea of Tranquillity

Posted at 05:05 pm by orange_girl
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
hello

Hello Stranger

Hello stranger
You came just in time,
I miss you more than ever,
After you said goodbye

Sometimes I wish that your in my side,
Sharing wonderful moments,
This feeling I just cant fight

Hello stranger
I save a space
I felt strange
I just want to see your face.......

Posted at 01:13 pm by orange_girl
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Saturday, February 26, 2005
oh my...


For the sake of my beloved
now what will I do !!!!!!!!!!
anime.com
YahooImages

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Monday, February 21, 2005
WATAHSI

I'm still wating for you....
come back to me.......

Posted at 02:03 pm by orange_girl
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